When Everything Falls
December 3, 2008
Artist: Haste The Day
Album: When Everything Falls
Everything has fallen, is falling, will fall. Except Danielle.
Matt’s been cheating on Mum. I just can’t do this rollaround again. I can’t pretend like I’m doing fine just so as my mother doesn’t top herself again. I can’t, but I’m going to have to.
It’s the same thing all over again:
-Geoff tells mum she’s on the wrong path.
-Mum finds out she’s on the wrong path, does nothing and yells at Geoff a lot.
-Mum accepts she was on the wrong path and wrecks herself. Geoff finds it hard to cope but keeps her afloat whilst imploding silently.
We’re halfway through the third step already and i just wnt this over, I want my licence, I want us to be in a new house and I want Danielle to be around nd I want Xmas to be over and I want to see Helen an I want, I want, I want, I want.
I want for things. I have always wanted for what i see to be but simple pleasures in life. Knowing that you can come home and eat, knowing that your mum is happy with her relationship enough not to go on a self destructive path. Am i asking too much? I don’t know anymore.
It’s not my fault, I know that. But i saw him the other day and knew I had to be friendly, just for mums sake. She needs me to look after her, I know that. But I need to make sure I look after myself this time.
Out.
