I’m Your Man

Artist: Michael Buble
Album: Call Me Irresponsible
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I seem to be everybodys damn man lately. Everybody wants something from me, for nothing. Wilbo wants me to host Interhouse Dance with Dani Hanni, Rha wants me to stay, Mum wants fucking everything and Danielle wants me to stay too.

I don’t wanna leave. Well, actually yes, I do want to leave otherwise I wouldn’t have cooked up this plan of leaving my life here in Guildford and shipping off to Kalgoorlie for a little while to do some bullshit, menial, low socio economic job for better money. I’m going to miss Danielle. It’s shit when we don’t get to spend a Saturday night together, let alone weeks at a time. I cried last night talking to her about it, I’m not sure if she could tell – we were in the spa after all. But still, I don’t see it being the last time. I don’t want to leave behind the girl I love. But it will all be for the better in the end, once I get some money and get to spend some time getting my thoughts together, just sorting myself out. Because godammit, i really do need to sort myself out.

I’m stressing out, because i have 2 weeks left of school, for life. I can’t believe that the last 13 years has come down to this. What do I do with myself afterwards? I’m a damn basktcase, I’ve got no idea. And this blog post sucks compared to my last posts, I’m just going to get it over and done with.

Speaking of leaving behind, I’d left behind all hope of ever seeing my hardtail again after it was stolen xmas eve last year, and guess what I see doing the rounds of the train station monday morning? MY HARDTAIL! I have her back! My pride and joy, back locked up safely in my shed. I tells ya what, I’m not going to let her slip away this time, no siree. It’s great to have my baby back. I have so many memories on that bike and now I get to build so many more again. I cried when I got this back too. I really did. I fucking love this bike.

So yeah, hope I didn’t disappoint with my rather unstructured, pointless blogging. Later skater.