Rain.

Another Trivium title. Not sure why, Trivium are hardly top of the line metal in my opinion. But their titles rock.

I titled this one Rain because that’s all I’m seeing. Fucking weather. Things have certainly changed since my last post for sure, it’s been a few months. I didn’t do so well in RAW this year as I would have liked. I think that’s a good thing though, I wasn’t all emo about it for too long. I have a lot of time ahead of me to do this standup thing, and I can’t go rushing my final year at school.

Which I’m quietly kinda worried about. I really want to graduate, and it might not happen. I just lack self discipline, every time I try and knuckle down, I get distracted by something or just put it off until the last minute. I hope I do better. I will do better.

I got a new bike too by the way. Wow, that was ages ago. I need to post more often. I am hereby promising to blog weekly from now on.

In one of my previous bloggings, I said “2008 is the year of Geoff”. Well, things didn’t go my way after that one. I broke up with Steph a fair while back, I didn’t care to remember the date. That was one of the best things I ever did. I went through a phase of wanting to be wanted so I had lame crushes on a few girls. Nothing major. I thought I was so happy with her. I thought she was the bees knees. But in retrospect, I wasn’t. She was bringing me down in her downward spiral and destroying everything I had left, which wasn’t much. She thought she was doing it so tough at home, with her parents, but she doesn’t know heartache, she doesn’t know loss. Neither do I compared to some, but I had enough sense in me to get out of there.

Maybe it was something I should have done months before hand. Yeah, it was. But I think I’m a better person for having fucked shit up for the second time in a row. Now I’m happier than ever, and it’s real this time. I’ve had a rough month this last month and I can’t thank Danielle enough for her support and endearing happiness that she so radiates and gives me. I hope one day I can return the favour of giving me the cheesiest grin ever. Danielle is the greatest thing to happen to Geoffrey Neil Pratt. Almost 2 months. It’s abso-shitting-lutely nothing in reality, but it’s been the best almost 2 months of my last 16 years, 7 months and 15 days out of mum’s hairy vag.

I just don’t want Matt to come back from Leonora, or if he does, we pass each other as I’m heading up.

I hope she doesn’t read this.